We had it.  The appointment with the OB-GYN oncologist to find out about the results from Candace’s surgical biopsy a few weeks ago.  Would we find out that the pre-cancerous cells had returned?  Would it be full on cancer?  Would it be nothing?  Needless to say, we were scatterbrained and had no idea what to … [Read more...]

Candace:The hardest part I have found so far in all of this is the fact I am standing on the sidelines here. It was always a mapped out routine for us. Every transfer prior, I knew I would need to call up “Bill” from my friendly fertility pharmacy tell him to send me the usual, add in a few extra fun items that I coaxed my RE into trying and in … [Read more...]

 Candace-That is what I am right now.  Protectively hopeful.  As our impending surrogacy is moving closer and it is becoming more and more a reality and not a dream, I have found myself fighting with my dream-self.  Chris has many times now had to snap me out of my day dream trance I am in. This is how it is goes: Me: La la la … … [Read more...]