Sheepishly, I can admit I have once before ok ok ok maybe a few times in moments of  weakness, stuffed a pillow under my shirt just to see for that brief second what I would look like if I would have been able to carry a pregnancy. Silly I know, but it is hard not to play into the temptation of wondering what I would look like if things were … [Read more...]

When we first started to work on baby C&C eons ago we naively thought it was going to be sexy-fest with lots of fireworks.  That sexy-fest died out quickly as did the candles when we realized something was wrong.  I mean it’s not rocket science right? Place object A in object B and bada bing bada boom a baby arrives 9 months later. … [Read more...]

Candace-Nothing is ever how you imagine it. That image of how it is “supposed to be” in your head is always much different than what it is in reality.  That is the spontaneous beauty of life though.   You can plan it out down to the second but there will be inevitable delays, there will be road blocks and there will be unsuspected … [Read more...]